I don't think it's gay to want to suck a girl's dick if she's very hot in a femine way. Lusting after dick isn't what makes it gay, it's liking guys and they have dicks so that's just how it works. Just like butt fucking isn't gay, it's just the only hole they have. So yeah I'd totally suck a really hot chick's dick but that's not really how it works so whatever...