well soon to be anyway.
She texted me that she wants to take a break, but I who have walked this road so many times know there is no such thing as taking a break. It's a mechanism we use to slowly get used to being single instead of it happening all at once.
Supposedly we're going to talk tonight. I think am going to surprise her by breaking it off right then.
I don't know whats wrong with me. It's like once the chase is over I become complacent and uncaring. But at the same time I want to have someone special. All of this womanizing has shattered my psyche seemingly irreparable. Oh well I have no one to blame but me. I think I'm starting to understand why vampires go mad as they trudge on through eternity.