Author Topic: So this guy I know killed himself (Read 14779 times)

MegatronYES · « **on:** Oct 01, 2007, 03:48:29 AM »

And I'm completely Spider-manning about it. Whenever this shit happens you always know exactly who to blame for it, yet you know you can't accomplish anything by doing so.

So it's never a compicated issue, and you always feel like you didn't really mourn enough or at least didn't spend enough time thinking about it. Does that make sense to anyone? It should, because everything I say makes sense.

ChelseySuzie · « **Reply #1 on:** Oct 01, 2007, 11:06:10 AM »

I know what you're talking about. A friend of mine killed himself back in high school but I wasn't as sad as everyone else because I wasn't that close to him. So then I felt bad because everyone was crying and I wasn't.

Rama · « **Reply #2 on:** Oct 01, 2007, 11:38:24 AM »

I knew a guy in HS that did himself in too, but we barely knew each other. I think I had a Judo class with him in 6th Grade and then he is was on my Bowling team for a few months and he kinda kept to himself anyway.

B E C K · « **Reply #3 on:** Oct 01, 2007, 01:46:34 PM »

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It should, because everything I say makes sense.

Yes, yes it does.

Faye Valentine · « **Reply #4 on:** Oct 01, 2007, 10:59:09 PM »

Just last Christmas one of my dad's closest friends commited suicide, because he found out his slut girlfriend was messing around wtih his friend. And he had like 5 children. I miss him and I'll never forget we all went to the Amazon Jungle together :-(

MegatronYES · « **Reply #5 on:** Oct 02, 2007, 04:38:58 AM »

Man.

Yeah, Antonio left behind a five-year-old daughter.

Derrick · « **Reply #6 on:** Oct 02, 2007, 08:01:23 AM »

I suppose it's the Catholic in me, but I never could. Live is so wonderful, why would you ever want to end it prematurely? Sure, something may suck today, but tomorrow's a new day and there's always good things. I dunno, gayness, right?

Ah well.

MegatronYES · « **Reply #7 on:** Oct 02, 2007, 12:44:27 PM »

Yes, um.

Profound.

IDE · « **Reply #8 on:** Oct 02, 2007, 04:36:51 PM »

My friend's dad killed himself recently. I don't even know how to broach the subject.

Derrick · « **Reply #9 on:** Oct 03, 2007, 12:43:21 AM »

"At least now your Mom is availible!"

The D · « **Reply #10 on:** Oct 03, 2007, 01:20:29 AM »

I gave Derrick a pellet for that one...

B E C K · « **Reply #11 on:** Oct 03, 2007, 08:07:19 AM »

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Live is so wonderful, why would you ever want to end it prematurely?

Shut-up.

tomduo · « **Reply #12 on:** Oct 03, 2007, 09:50:55 AM »

B E C K · « **Reply #13 on:** Oct 03, 2007, 10:45:54 AM »

My work here progresses.

The D · « **Reply #14 on:** Oct 03, 2007, 09:41:36 PM »

My work here is done.

Rama · « **Reply #15 on:** Oct 04, 2007, 01:10:28 PM »

Quote from: Derrick on Oct 02, 2007, 08:01:23 AM

Live is so wonderful, why would you ever want to end it prematurely?

You and me must live in different worlds then. But I'd never do myself in, even if I did think I would be better off. Besides I got a plan, and if the plan goes according to plan then things will be better. So I guess it's the dreamer in me that won't let me do it.

Derrick · « **Reply #16 on:** Oct 04, 2007, 06:40:02 PM »

My experiences have been the bad things in life contrast so that there are good things. There's no such thing as a 'good life' without it also being a 'bad life'.

Look at Phucking Heiress-Whore, she's a rich bitch who has everything, yet she's always escaping through the numbness of alcohol.

MegatronYES · « **Reply #17 on:** Oct 05, 2007, 07:53:26 AM »

"bad" things do not override the "good" things in life. That's ridiculous.

The D · « **Reply #18 on:** Oct 05, 2007, 12:36:21 PM »

Quote from: Derrick on Oct 04, 2007, 06:40:02 PM

Look at Phucking Heiress-Whore, she's a rich bitch who has everything, yet she's always escaping through the numbness of alcohol.

I almost thought you were talking about Faye for a moment there, since she drinks a lot as well.

ahh.....

I sometimes think about taking up smoking cigs or weed just to deal when I'm really stressed out, but I don't want to be addicted and I don't want to do illegal shit. But what does that leave you? Alcohol? That certainly works but I can't drink that before or during work which is the most stressful part of the day.

IDE · « **Reply #19 on:** Oct 05, 2007, 12:57:10 PM »

...or can you?

Derrick · « **Reply #20 on:** Oct 05, 2007, 02:05:06 PM »

When I worked in a restaurant I always tried to get drunk ASAP. The nights would be fun.

Faye Valentine · « **Reply #21 on:** Oct 05, 2007, 05:23:24 PM »

Ehm I don't drink that much at ALL. as a matter of fact, i haven't got (gotten?) drunk in a month.

Derrick · « **Reply #22 on:** Oct 05, 2007, 05:37:33 PM »

What the fuck is wrong with you?

IDE · « **Reply #23 on:** Oct 05, 2007, 10:10:33 PM »

I haven't had a drink in weeks.

B E C K · « **Reply #24 on:** Oct 05, 2007, 10:35:11 PM »

I still don't drink. Never found anything that agreed with me. Besides, I hate dealing with drunks. They smell.

IDE · « **Reply #25 on:** Oct 05, 2007, 10:51:32 PM »

I don't know what kind of sloppy drunks you're used to dealing with but I usually smell like eternity when I'm wasted.

B E C K · « **Reply #26 on:** Oct 06, 2007, 12:18:28 AM »

Family. Heh ha ha. My experience growing up is that people who drink smell and nothing in my admittedly limited experiences with other drunks so far has disproven this. If I want to smell alcohol, I'll go remove my nail polish.

Rama · « **Reply #27 on:** Oct 06, 2007, 06:04:39 AM »

I don't drink either, as I also have a tolerance for drunks. I am really at a loss to see how "going drinking" is fun.

IDE · « **Reply #28 on:** Oct 06, 2007, 11:59:31 AM »

No one likes to be sober around annoying drunk people period. But not every drunk is annoying, some of them are funny. Going drinking is fun for all sorts of reasons from lowering your inhibitions to sharing a common experience with friends. If you stay sober your whole life you exist only in that state of being. There are several other avenues to be explored. Walk the golden path.

Derrick · « **Reply #29 on:** Oct 06, 2007, 12:41:51 PM »

I definately only drink around other people who get like me when drunk.

This summer I was blasted alot. I kinda felt like Peter in Family guy: "Aren't you a little old to be underaged drinking" because I was drinking with highschool kids. In my defense, they were drinking at my house and some of the booze was mine. Drinks + Women = Sexual freedom.

Fun summer.