We do not know if it was intentional or not.  knowing him, neither seems more likely than the other. All we know is that it was an overdose of some kind, and that he was cremated at the behest of his mother.  There was no funeral, but there will be a wake for Jeremy on Christmas day.
Patrick, the man who has been my best friend for the past.....  um, I guess four-ish years came to my house today with what struck me as very unsurprising news, even though it was terribly sudden.  In the ten years or so before I moved here to Roswell in my 10th grade year Patrick was Jeremy's best friend.  And as far as anyone could say, based on what he has said over the

  I have surprised myself with how unaffected by all this as I am, but only in the degree to which I am unaffected, not the mere prospect.  The simple point of the matter is that he truly died years ago, and this time it's just physcially manifested.  Yet no more concrete to me.

He had lost his mind years ago, and we (and perhaps he) all knew it. Here's what's left of a boy who was my friend..
http://www.myspace.com/castleofempty

  And I'm completely Spider-manning about it. Whenever this shit happens you always know exactly who to blame for it, yet you know you can't accomplish anything by doing so.  So it's never a compicated issue, and you always feel like you didn't really mourn enough or at least didn't spend enough time thinking about it. Does that make sense to anyone? It should, because everything I say makes sense.

Shit! 






You know? I mean, just like...

Like, fuck! 

Shut up.

http://galleries.bondanime.com/J1/2/bondanime_com_1.mpg

No post. Must stab minotaurs in throat. Good happenings.Wait for return of Megatron.

Actually, I'll call you anytahing you fucking want me to call you if you keep creating avatars allong this line of presentation.  

Chelsey, Nuri. You could learn a lot from this girl. She's the one to em-you-late.

I am so fucking naughty! Ha ha ha!

Can't find him. Sucks.    

I just found out talking to him tha the voted for Bush.

http://www.anagramgenius.com/server.php

Get a fucking avatar. You've been without one for like, four years or something.

Actually, Nuri?  Do you remember when and how each individual first showed up at the sphere? Did anyone who's a regular get here through an accidental search engine stumbling or is everyone's posthood just a product of message board branching?

I'm used to cleaning up around here.



Hey, why don't you make me the official janitor?



[fuckin damn edit] Spelling

If you're not on the list, your lif eis obviously meaningless.

1) Vigilante 8
2) watching cats play with stuff
3) running
4) Cowboy Bebop
5) jackknife powerbombs
6) cr0n flakes
7) Final Fantasy VII
8) The Matrix
9) stereotypical old Jewish ladies
10) coconut shrimp
11) chesseburgers. fast food or home grilled.
12) Warhammer
13) Manhunt
14) laughing children
15) fuck, crying children, too. ha ha. they probably want something, but they're not getting it, so they're crying! ha ha ha!
16) ECW
17) Buffy the Vampire Slayer
18) oral sex
19) halogen lamps
20) hockey
21) entire families of great big fat people walking around in malls or amusement parks
22) Cappy's stepdad's mustache
23) my dad's mustache, only more than I like Bob's
24) people with down syndrome. well, the nice ones
25) bumper stickers
26) The Matrix: Reloaded
27) The Agenda (Beast Wars)
28) the level "Doing Time" in Manhunt
29) oil drilling
30) shooting star presses
31) anything Sabu ever does or will do
32) Marilyn Manson
33) Gauntlet
34) when Jewish people who either know nothing of wrestling or are only extremely casual fans of wrestling ask me "what that Goldberg guy is doing now?"
35) chicks
36) Penn & Teller
37) Eternal Darkness: Sanity's Requiem
38) Capppy's big gut. ha ha ha ha ha ha!
39) the Crocodile Hunter
40) bad poetry
41) fresh strawberries
42) painting
43) Forrest Gump
44) my dad
45) cheddar. fuck white cheese
46) Transformers. well, obviously
47) popping bubble wrap
48) The Matrix: Revolutions
49) guys who say "cock-a-roach" (from George Carlin's second book)
50) beer
51) all of Agent Smith's speeches
52) Sephiroth
53) Mick Foley
54) the word "fuck"
55) pornography
56) singing about God not existing
57) how fat Andrew is
58) Twisted Metal: Black
59) Samus Aran
60) chinese dudes who break bricks and shit
61) when Janet Jackson's breast popped out at the fucking Super Bowl and America strongly insisted on actually caring
62) Fred Krueger
63) Jason Voorhees
64) um...... Freddy vs. Jason
65) Final Fanstasy: The Spirits Within
66) The Seventh Seal
67) Office Space
68) webcams
69) flirtatious homosexual men. hee hee hee
70) explosions
71) Halo. by God, Halo
72) Watchmen
73) The Doors
74) Preacher
75) ^specifically, Herr Starr
76) sexual intercourse
77) Tifa Lockheart
78) to hate stuff. stuff sucks
79) Nightmare on Elm Street
80) NOT Enter the Matrix
81) emoticons
82) Victorian women fainting
83) Snobert
84) back massages
85) tattoos that have no real meaning to the people who get them done
86) spiders
87) my little brothers and sisters
88) my step mother, too
89) Penny Arcade
90) Raphael. my favorite turtle
91) 343 Guilty Spark
92) The Unicron toy
93) bad English translations
94) (heaven help me)... Kimmy
95) the word "squish"
96) Bill Hicks
97) Jeff Bridges
98) cottage cheese
99) myself. I'm so fucking great
100)Metroid

Damn, where the hell is Nuri, anyway?  

........ ........is she getting robbed again?